hey boys and girls

i'm going awol for a while. just thought i'd let you all know i'm still alive though. 

love love.

My grandad is so sick I think I might cry.

 Wow, I really haven't updated in a while, have I?

life has been going okay. I'm so over university that it's not even funny. I'm aiming for fours this semester, I only care about passing. Life Plan: Next semester go part time at uni, work full time, socialise to the max and live a little.

I'm feeling a little bit stagnate at the moment, but I'm hoping once uni's over that that will change, at least a little bit. 

I kind of just want to disappear away for a weekend, get in the car and drive. I don't really care where to or who with (there would have to be someone though, or I might get scared), I just want to pack my toothbrush and some really warm clothes and . . . go. Alas, that too will have to wait until after exams.

Joshua-face and I are going relatively well. Except for the minor fact that within a month he'll actually be sales repping, which means that he'll be in the northern rivers area, which is around Armidale, which means I'll see him even less than I do now. Not the most awesome of outcomes, but hey, thems the breaks.

Woolworths is. . . well, same shit different day. It is getting easier to take now that I know I'm leaving so very, very soon. It'll be weird to leave behind what is essentially 5 years of my life though. I mean, I practically grew up in that store. Admittedly, there aren't many people left from when I started, but it's more just, I dunno, people who've seen me change and people who represent different stages of my life. Leaving it'll be a little bit sad. Then again, I just have to remember how many times they've made me want to stab myself in the face and it doesn't seem so sad after all.

Anyway, on a lighter note, everyone knows Qld's gonna win tonight, right?

Just a heads up to the UQ students that final exam timetablse are up on my.uq.edu.au

As for me: the 9th, 17th, 19th and 21st, so not a bad effort. Especially if you ignore the fact I have to sit an exam on a public holiday. 

Now, back to the death lit review. fun times.

he brought my dinosaurs back.

I'm as drunk as humanly possible. At Armidale. With an assignment due on Monday that's barely started. Fuck I love life.

Long weekends rock my world.

I am a little bit sick of having to live up to everybody's expectations. If I have to hear one more time "Sarah, that isn't like you" I will probably punch that person in the face. Because you know what, this is me. If you think it's not then guess who hasn't been paying attention.

Why is it so difficult for me to just. . . be?

grargh.

 So, I crashed my car. On the gateway. In the middle lane. That was awesome. I just ran up the back of a stupid Lancer, and my car looks SO much worse than hers, but hers was shinier so I'm pretty sure that that's going to set me back at least $1500. She had a towbar though, so the little corolla looks like absolute shit. Ash (josh's brother) straightened out my bonnet a little though, so now it doesn't look AS bad. That being said. . .ooh, still bad.

Other than that, Hm. I was going to say life's been going okay, but it really hasn't. Uni has been sucking out my soul. I'm pretty sure I failed the exam I sat on Thursday. I really am over uni, I just, am sick of it. I don't want to have to be juggling things anymore. Doing that really, really bugs me. Grargh.

Work is going okay though, and Josh is still going pretty decently. Life's never dull, let's put it that way.

HOW IS EVERYONE ELSE?